while am typin dis it might be the 50th time am hearing the song which she had sung 4 me jus about 3 months ago am doing dis jus to calm down my freeked up mind which other wise will start acting crazy
n dis is wat happened though i ve found the equilibrium in ma life without her but sometimes when she drags me towards her (literally) d equilibrium is al gone n al i can do is hand over d control of my body to my mind heart or wat ever it is which starts freekin up today after i got high nd heard simran nd her dad`s voice (through birla sun life insurance agent naveed calling them at 10pm from a bar...imagine thier insanity to respond us..:-P) on d way back it was heavily raining the roads were all wet and my back wheel tyre has already done 55k so u can imagine the grip tat i ve on the road at tat moment but a thot came to me tat if u could clock 110kmph in remaining streach of a 1km or so.. she ll b hiding her feelings of luv til now..... so i immediately opened the throttle about 600 m remaining to a signal which was red speed 101 kmph still full throttle hands n legs nowhere near the brake ; 500 m remaining 103 kmph still no intrution from my mind to apply brakes ;300 m remaining 105 kmph no brake still full on; 200m - 107kmph chusshhhh throttle valve closed full on pressure on brakes by this tim i got to know a very strange fact al dez days i thot i loved her more than myself but it was not d xactfact.... at 107 kmph i had got one more thot 'forget everthing nd rip it to 110 kmph' but i suddenly applied brakes ...... no offences simran it was not anybody`s fault may b i was born for something else i mean my passions bikes enterprises nd al so i guess there ll not be any further post regardin u(its jus a guess!)
-YasH
